Unsure

I sit and wonder what you're doing all the time.
It seems so long ago we were always together.
Now so far yet always talking.
Always thinking about you.
Wishing that I could be more happier.
I'm happy you're happy.
Its what ive always wanted.
But why can't I smile more.
Why do I feel heartache?
We are so much better.
No fighting.
No worry.
But yet I feel weird.
Not sad, but not happy.
Just wondering what comes next...

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