"Life is like a book you have to keep going till the end..": 2012

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Morning

Beep, Beep.

Hear the morning alarm.

Pound, pound.

The water of the shower on my back.

Scream, Scream.

For the others to wake,

Run, run.

So not to be late.

Kiss, Kiss.

Just another morning with you.

I look into the mirror and see me in my elegant white dress. The dress that took hours to pick. My veil slightly over my face. This wasn't how I had planned my life. Married at 18. My plan was 28, finish college fall in love marry have kids. Not this. Not falling love in high school and saying I do so young. My stomach starts to ache as the butterflies began. Was I doing the right thing? I knew I love him. I loved him more than anything else. He was what made my world spin. What made me smile every day. What made want to live each day? I could see no life without him.

“It time.” I hear my mother say.

I look one more time. Thinking was I so sure that leaving my plan behind was the best things to do...I took a deep breath and started my way to the chapel. Maybe it wasn't too late I could stop this now…I heard the music starts. My mother tears began to fall as we started to the walk towards him. Everyone stands and he looks at me. At that moment my plan disappeared. I knew this was right we would make a life together. We would be happy. For can’t plan your life you only live it...

(This short story is for my hubby who I on November 29th we celebrated our 4th wedding anniversary! The picture is us and I’m happy to say that we are very happy together and I don’t regret ever saying I do)

That day

That first day.

When I heard “I love you.”

When I kissed you softly.

As we dance around the floor.

The look in your eyes.

That day I knew we would say “I do”.

The start of a new future.

That day I fell for you.

Scared

Alone.

Happy.

Laughing.

This place was more me than a spot.

It's where we fell in love.

It's where I said yes.

This place isn't just a place.

It was scared... Till now.

Now it’s disturbed.

Full.

Sad.

Screaming.

Not a place where I want to be.

Instead, it just reminder of who you are…

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Tiny

I sit by self in crowded room yet I feel alone.

Scared.

Tiny.

Without you I’m unsure what to do.

How to act.

How to be.

But I know you need this.

I know I have to be alone for a bit.

That we will be better.

But yet I want you with me.

To feel like I am big in this world…

(Yay for 800 views!!! Please don't be afraid to post what you think or give suggestions thank you for reading-Anne)

Alone Yet Together

Far away.

But close by.

Miles apart.

Yet inches closer.

Ito far to see.

Yet close enough to hear.

No matter how alone I feel when you’re gone.

We're always together.

Peace Of Mind

What is like not to stress?

To be calm.

Not to worry.

To know how thing’s will be.

To have peace of mind.

I long to have my peace of mind.

To be worry free.

To trust things will get better.

Yet… I don’t know how…

Friday, November 9, 2012

13 Annedoms

This a video with my 13 Annedoms that i have done so far . Song is RED by Taylor Swift

Annedom

Figuring out the way to go is just the beginning…

Monday, November 5, 2012

The Hurricane

Wind blows.
Water floods.
People's screams.
Lives are lost.
Homes are gone.
We cry.
We rebuild.
For even a Hurricane can't keep us down.

As many people know already the northeast of the united states was hit by a very strong hurricane name Sandy. As my link says i am from Cape May New Jersey, lucky my hometown did not stain a lot of damage But many areas amount the coast of NJ and New York did. Many have lost everything. I encourage all to find a way to help those victims and remind them to stay strong.

Love Me

Here we are screaming again causing each other pain.
The pain echoes across the walls as doors slam.
I sit and cry by myself letting the pain sit.
I remember the good times.
The time where our love was everything.
How it radiated off us.
I thought that it would last forever.
That we would be together for eternity.
But here I am asking you a question that barley leaves my lips.
Do you still love me....

2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com

God Gives Peace

He will show you the path.
It will be a path full of twist and turns.
But you have to remember that he will take care of you.
Don't let the path trouble's get you down.
Don't Stress about it.
Don't be afraid you will find God's Peace.

((Based on John 14:27))

Friday, October 12, 2012

Trust

He will take care of you.
He will watch over you.
He will show you the path.
He is the one carrying you when you can’t walk
When you feel lost.
When you feel scared.
He is there just trust him.

Cruel

Dark
Scared
Mean
Why is it just so cruel?
Why can’t things just be great?
Why can’t it just be easy?
It seems when things are finally going right.
Something just ruin it and nothing is great just cruel.

Staying Positive

Every time I think something is going great.

The way I want it.

The way I see it.

The way I hoped.

It all just doesn't’.

I watch things fail,

Fall.

Crash.

End.

It’s hard to have a positive attitude when nothing goes right….

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Annedom and apolgoy for not being active

When life is hard don't get down and stress over it, just smile and know that He will be there for you...

((I am so sorry that i have been neglating this blog lately, midterm week and some issues in life. But i promise to have some new poems up soon!))

Monday, October 1, 2012

Annedom

Forgiving those who have done you wrong is the first step in healing yourself...

2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com

Saturday, September 29, 2012

Life

It starts small, but turn’s into something big.
A new adventure at every corner.
A new place.
A new time.
A new twist.
Life is beautiful…

Monday, September 24, 2012

My Baby ( A Tudor Poem)

He breathed air for a little time.
He was gift that I so wanted to keep.
He was perfect in every way
My little one.
Now I’ll never hear his cries, laugh…
Or see him smile.
My baby, why did you leave?
Why did the Lord take you?
Why must I suffer this?
What will my life be now without you?
For I know the loneliness I may feel.
My life was safe with you in it.
My place was made.
Now...its a mystery...

This one is done in Catherine of Argon and Anne Boyen point view after losing their son's.

Friday, September 21, 2012

Poor Women (A Tudor Poem)

A fair maiden just swept away.
Push aside for another.
Even if I gave the best gift a woman could.
I’m just a poor woman swept aside.
For as they say "he blows hot and cold".
He was very hot for me for some time.
I even let myself think it was love.
True love.
Now I’m just a poor woman watching in envy.
Wishing I could be her.
To be in his arms.
Poor, Poor woman…

This is in Anne Boleyn Point view of watching Henry with his mistress, this could also be in the view of Catherine of Aragon or to any of his women

Never Give Up

You know words are my passion but when it comes to talking to you, there’s no word. Just pain and fear. For if I say the wrong thing will you care? Will you even reply? Do you want to be in some type of relationship with me? Why do I even care? Every time I get on this path I get a door slam in my face. Tears roll down my check; every time. I feel defeated…yet here I am again. I don’t what to say anything; but I know one thing I want to fix this. I want to be your daughter. I want my father in my life. I want it all; maybe I am just opening my heart for things I’ll never get. But that doesn’t matter for I will never give up…
((This a personal poem or short story i wrote about my father. Who i havent really talked to in 2 years, yet i want to talk to him again.))

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Annedom

Sometimes I wonder if my dream is too big…

The Pen

The pen write’s down the words I hear in my head.
The pen shows the world wants I want to say.
The pen is where I can be safe again.
Where I can be me without being judged.
Without the laughs.
Without cruel words.
Without looks from other.
I don’t have to care what people think. For the pen let me say what I wish could with my lips. The pen is the promise, and my treasure…

Thursday, September 13, 2012

My birthday.

Today is my 22^nd birthday. I feel okay…I guess. My birthday is always very stagnant to me and I’m going to share why in a short story, that is kind of like a speech in a way. I hope you enjoy. Also I am so happy to say that the view count is now over 700! So thank you for viewing my blog.-Anne

Today I turn 22. 22 years after being blessed with life and I’ve had some inserting birthdays. Elven year ago my father decide to walk out on my mom on my 11th birthday. My parents had never really gotten along, and he decided it was time to leave. It turn my life upside down, I went from a 6^th grader with a good amount of friends. To moving away from my friends and into a new school as the new kid. But even though it tough I’m happy it happened. For I meet a lot of people who I still love today.

Another big birthday would be when I turned 16. My grandfather had dies about week before hand. My family was very depressed. I loved my grandfather and still consider him the biggest father figure in my life. But even though my family was sad they still tried to smile on my day. My mom still threw me a great birthday party, which I still remember.

My 18^th would have to be the next big one. After spending a summer away from my Fiancée; who was at basic training for the army. I got to spend three wonderful days with him before he went to job training. From September 11-13 2008 I got to be nervous for a long car ride, happy to see him and sad to see him go. It still is a big memory for me. About 3 months later we got married on November 29 2008. We were soon blessed in May 09 with a pregnancy, right after we had a miscarriage earlier that year. September 14^th, the day after I turned 19, we found out that I was having a baby boy. And 5 months later we had our son Robert.

Even though some of my birthdays have been hard and good, I am thankful for each one. For god has blessed me with another year of life. And as Philippians 4:13 states “I can do everything through him who gives me strength.” Cheers for 22, may all your birthdays out there be great.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Annedom

Sometimes I wonder if I open my heart too wide and leave unprotected....

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Annedom

Why do they call it a happy ending? When really it just a new beginning…

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Annedom

What is love? Is it an emotion or just a duty to your heart? And do you need love to truly be happy or is it just a fantasy that people tend to make up…

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Annedom

Life's mysteries are never easily solved…

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Relax

Let all chill.

Take a sip of fun!

Relax and enjoy life!

Annedom

Love can go two ways. It can make your heart wider and give you something to be happy about. But it can also break you into a thousand pieces and make you suffer….

Why

Why do I open the door?
Why do I even let you in?
Why do i out myself through all this again?
Why do I care?
Why...cause I guess I still love him...

Friday, August 31, 2012

Change

I see things repeat.
People make the same mistakes.
Things forgotten over and over again.
I've always been told we change with age, but I truly wonder if that true?

A mother's Love

Never ending.
Loving.
Kind.
Comforting.
Accepting.
She's always there for you no matter what.
It not just her job, it a mother's love.

She

She looks in the mirror and only sees her flaws. Her messy hair, her unsatisfying complex, her small height and her small belly. She calls herself many different names ugly, fat, unpleasing, stupid. Why can't she see the goodness in her heart? Why can't she see the kindness she shows to others? Why does she just let the mirror fool her?

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Annedom

Love is a mystery for the heart to wonder and for the mind to solve...

©2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Annedom

Dream big, for if you don't dream at all you will never succeed in life....

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Beautiful

What does it mean to be beautiful?
Are you good looking?
Smart?
Skinny?
True?
Forgiving?
Kind?
In a word with many different beauties, how do you know what is beautiful..

Monday, August 27, 2012

Annedom

(I going to start calling all my ramdom quotes, like this one and "Life is Like a book" Annedoms)

My mind is a mystery to me, for not even I know how the gears in my mind work...

©2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com

Do they..

They look straight threw me.
They dont care what I say.
What I think.
All they see are my flaws.
They point out eveything I do wrong.
Do they know me at all.

Here we go again...

There the noise of the alarm clock.
Hit the snooze and try to sleep, remembering that it's that time of year again.
Shower, make up, hair, dress.
Grab your book's and out the door.
I pray for this to be over soon.
But here we go again, another year of school.

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Circles

Around and around.
This way or That way.
No, Yes, No.
Love, Hate.
Back and Forth.
These cicles just make me dizzy.

Note From Anne

WOW! I have 610 views...well that is so cool. I am so happy to see people reading my poems. Please, PLEASE give me your opinions. and suggestions. I love challenges and want to make my writing wonderful! Thank you for visiting my blog!

Anne Meehan

"IT'S OVER 600" ((too corny lol))

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Smile

Hold you head high and just smile.

Even if it fake.

Stuid.

Or True.

Just smile.

Move on

Sometimes you feel stuck.

That there are too mnay choices to make.

One could hurt you.

But one could help you.

Sometime you just have to move on in life and see what happens...

Rainbow

The storm is comming.

They say to take shealter.

But I reather sit and let the rain fall.

Listen to the lightning and thunder.

Though it may hurt my ears i want to see how it ends.

For there always a rainbow after the storm.

Friday, August 24, 2012

Home

In life you will have many homes.

Some you grew up in and only visit when your older.

Some you live by yourself and unsure about life.

Some you life happily with others you call your love.

But what matters is how you embrace it all.

For home is were you always be happy.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

To live

Life a mystery worth solving.

A tale worth telling,

A song worth singing.

A poem worth writing.

Life is so beautiful....

Sunday, August 19, 2012

The path

((this a status i did for a rp character i am on a writing group. I loved it so much I wanted to share))
Life has many paths that you must choose from. Some are easy, they seem made for you; the path people expect from you. The rules that they want you to follow. But there are some path you have to make; with your own rules. Some you need to just go down or you'll never be happy; just filled with misery for you are being pushed in many directions that you don't want to go. Some people always choose the easy path. Do as they are told, follow what expected of them. But me no i prefer to make my own way and live life with him...

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Fly

Let's go away.

Let's see the world.

Let's have an adventure.

Let's just Fly.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

I miss you

When I wake, I think I see you.

When I need advice, I think I see you.

When I need a hug, I think I see you.

I miss you, your advice and hugs.

I miss the only true father i ever had.

I miss you grandpa....

(dedicated to Robert David Scales 1943-2006)

Love

Love is the enemey.
It's evil,
Mean.
Cruel.
But I love it.