Unsure

I sit and wonder what you're doing all the time.
It seems so long ago we were always together.
Now so far yet always talking.
Always thinking about you.
Wishing that I could be more happier.
I'm happy you're happy.
Its what ive always wanted.
But why can't I smile more.
Why do I feel heartache?
We are so much better.
No fighting.
No worry.
But yet I feel weird.
Not sad, but not happy.
Just wondering what comes next...

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Tick,Tock, Beat

The sound of the clock.
The sound of the hour gone by.
The sound of the years, flying by.
The sound of a heart breaking.
All are different but, all make a sound.
Tick, Tick, Tock.
Listen to the beat.

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Annedom

Take what you have and love it no matter the bad…

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Blessed

I am truly blessed.

God has given me many things.

He has watched over me.

Being there for me when I needed him the most.

Brought me out of the darkness and into the light.

He has blessed my friends and family.

With a life that I love.

I thank him every day for the blessing I have.

Even the struggles I went through.

For they are what truly blessed me.

©2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Three

I remember holding you for the first time.

Hearing you cry.

Falling in love with you was easy.

I knew you were perfect.

My sunshine.

I watch as you grew.

Learned to walk.

Learned to talk.

I smile at every big milestone.

Today I look see how much you’ve.

And know that these three years have been great.

And I can’t wait to see what comes next...

((this poem is for my son who is turning three this upcoming weekend. I'm so happy to have him in my life for it makes my life worth living)

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

I miss

Your laugh.

Your voice.

Your touch.

Your kiss.

I miss you more than anything.

Yet there nothing I can do.

I must sit a wait.

Since we chose this path.

We chose this.

Now I just have to wait for you come home.

Just sit and miss you.

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Is this real or...

I listen as you pour your heart out.
I listen as you apologize over and over again.
I listen, but I don't know if I believe.
Everything sounds the same.
The same excuse.
The same 'I'm sorry.'
But its it the truth.
Do you really regret being with her?
Do you really love me?
Or is just another story?

2012-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.

Shhh

It's tiny and small.
But if released it will grow in time.
Like a weed in the summer.
They're not keeping it contained.
Only surrendering the truth will stop it.
I try to remember how it started.
How one small lie cause so many issues.
But I can't stop now, I only wish secrets would go away.

©2013-stephanie"Anne"meehan"Life is like a book.."http://jerseygirlstuckintennessee.blogspot.com.